Sunday, October 25, 2009

A Poem about Art and Imagination (or in other words, Life and Death)


ART AND IMAGINATION

You found me when i was at my worst,
You put me back together,
But something happened and you died,
I will cherish our memories forever,
I remember the day that i met you,
You were so full of life and happiness,
But i stand here by our fantasy place,
I feel like my life is becoming a mess,
I was Art, and you were Imagination,
You were always like the other half of me,
My eyes well up in a rain of tears,
As your ashes are drifted out to sea,
I will always think about the times,
That you and i had,
I promise to look out onto the horizon,
And never be sad,
You taught me a lot of things,
To open up your mind,
Just close your eyes and imagine a world,
There could be anything you can find,
Now i will go back to our fantasy place,
Where you were Imagination and i was Art,
I will close my eyes happily,
Because i know you'll always be in my heart...



I wrote this poem because whenever you lose someone special in your life (no matter who they are), they will always be a part of you and your memories that'll keep them alive. Bridge to Terabithia inspired me to write this poem, because it's such a touching and beautiful movie. I hope you guys like this poem as much as i do, and please comment and tell me what you think of it...

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Yay, i'm back now....after two days of bludging blogging, now i've come to my senses and i'm now in the mood of writing hehe...
Thanks for all that loved my previous drawings and poems :D I love them all too :D hehe and my Cry Baby Movie list hehe...

I've got more drawings that i made too....have a look..






Okay now to talk about my drawings....

The first picture is Ash Ketchum from Pokemon...i love Pokemon hehe, and once again i'll like to point out i'm a 19 year old woman who still loves watching it hehehehe :D It was again helped by a tutorial....:D

The Second Picture is Michael Jackson if you didn't recognise him...now if you've read my previous blogs you'll know by now that i suck at drawing people...even Michael didn't come out right :( There is just something wrong with his face in my opinion, but i'll hear yours...hehe. Again helped from a tutorial....

The next picture is Pichu from Pokemon hehe. This is one of the most adorable pokemons and it's soooo gorgeous and cute! hehe again a tutorial that helped me.

The next picture is Pikachu from Pokemon...Pikachu is the evolved form of Pichu as you can tell...Pikachu is my most favourite character in Pokemon and i'll have to admit i still bawl my eyes out on the episode called Pikachu's Goodbye which i re-watched yesterday with a box of tissues lol. Again helped by a tutorial...

The next picture is Norbet from Angry Beavers :D When i was little it was my most favourite tv show :D A long with many others as well hehe, i reckon the 90's had the best tv cartoon shows ever :D Like Captian Planet...woo! I don't think i did this from a tutorial, i drew it free hand :D

The next picture is Aladdin! Yay! hehe, I love Aladdin, one of the best Disney movies...along with Tarzan! :D This was from a tutorial too :D

The last picture i drew free hand (which means without any help or tutorials), it's just a cartoon girl hehe...

This picture is a promotion cover for Book Series that i'm making...it's a cross between Supernatural and Goosebumps :D It's not the actual cover, but i just made it on photoshop and this is what i came up with lol...when i do publish them...please buy my books lol...i'm afraid people won't buy them...in the mean time i'll keep writing and i'll next time put the blurbs of my stories on there and see whether it's interesting to you all or not :D Any advice is helpful in any way :D

Hope everyone is well....
Mindy

PS: the website where i draw from is this...

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Have you ever cried in a movie?

I sure have...seriously....i'll make you a list and tell you what movies i find so sad...then you can tell me yours...i will not spoil any movie for you guys

1. Marley and Me (never cried so much in my life, i was sobbing for hours after that)
2. Pearl Harbor (also makes me bawl so much, especially the end)
3. Armageddon (because i have a great relationship with my daddy...i love him so much!)
4. Reign Over Me (one of Adam Sandlers best films)
5. The 6th Day (the ending...omg i love arnold!)
6. Titanic (we all know why of course)
7. Stepmom
8. Transformers 2 lol i know shocking, but it's just one bit...
9. Ghost Whisperer - The Episode called The Crossing (i cried throughout the whole episode so much! Everytime i talk about it, it makes me cry)
10. AI- Artificial Intelligence (soo cute! i love Jude Law)
11. The Pursuit of Happiness (such a meaningful story! I didn't think i'd like it so much!)
12. Face/Off (the ending when you know who comes back, such a happy ending and i bawl my eyes out in happiness!)
13. Fanaa (a hindi movie...gets me everytime! I love Aamir Khan!)
14. I Am Sam (such a touching movie!)
15. Philadephia (one of Tom Hanks best movies! Bawl my eyes out sooooooo much!)
16. Finding Nemo (so touching!)
17. Pay It Forward (the ending)
18. The Passion of the Christ (throughout the torture scenes...gets me and my mum everytime!)
19. Eight Below (the dogs are the best actors!)
20. Click (makes you quite teary at the end, the son is the same in ghost whisperer in the episode i cried in!)
21. New York (the hindi movie...one of the best movies i've seen in hindi times :D )
22. Kabhi Kushi Kabhi Gham (Sometimes Happiness, Sometimes Tears....it's another hindi movie)
23. 50 First Dates (soooooooo beautiful!)
24. Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire (lol, it's when...well who know who dies)

Well as you can see i'm such a cry baby....but the reason so because for some reason whenever i watch movies, i always put myself in their situation....that's just the way i am....and then i cry even more...
So tell me...what movies do you guys cry in....

xoxox










For my followers, if you've read my previous blogs, i'm sure you know by now that i love to draw, and also i love photoshopping too hehe, even though i'm not that good at it, it's still pretty good for a beginner i reckon...
The first picture you see up there is Optimus Prime from Tranformers, MY FAVOURITE! :D I happen to be a Transformers Freak after watching Michael Bay's version of the movies. I also thought that Transformers was a boy thing, but when i watched the movie, i realised how much i love it! Maybe it's because the graphics and CGI are sooo good! hehe and i've always loved Shia LeBeouf when i first saw Holes, his character Stanley Yelnats...loved it! :D Love IRobot and Constantine too :D Optimus was done by me from a tutorial that helped me...

The second picture is that of the grudge lol, the picture is me...people always tell me that i can play the grudge, maybe it's because of my long dark hair haha...my sister's hilarious words.. "I have to live with this thing" haha...this was photoshopped by the way...

The next picture was meant to be Orlando Bloom, but it came out as a Barbie kind of doll...here is the link....
But i like this picture, i drew this picture free hand, without any tutorials. so that's what my drawings normally end up as, it's not always the person i intend to draw, the picture always comes out different and looks like someone else instead haha...

The picture next to that is Bumblebee off Transformers...ANOTHER ONE OF MY FAVOURITES! woo! I  love bumblebee! :D This was also off a tutorial which helped me as well...they help me with my drawings...

The next picture is me and Shia! Woo! I know it looks fake, but i still love it, plus it looks quite real as my mobile wallpaper hehe :D Photoshopped once again :D
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The last picture is me and Jensen Ackles photoshopped again hehe :D You might know him from Supernatural as Dean Winchester or Smallville as Jason Teague...I seriously love Jensen...I always call myself Mindy Ackles...best name for me i reckon haha...

Anyway i've drawn more pictures and i'll put them up soon...please comment and tell me what you think about them, good or bad comments is fine with me and please comment my previous blog too with my second novel chapter....before that my first one is there too...

Cheers
Mindy
xooxox

Monday, October 19, 2009

My second chapter of my novel Murder Case...

Happy birthday to you!
Happy birthday to you!
Happy birthday dear baby brother!
Happy birthday to you!

WOO! Happy birthday my little brother, i can't belieive your 17 now...time goes so quick, you don't know where the year goes...

I will put up pictures of my drawings after this post....

This is the second chapter of my upcoming novel...

- Chapter 2 -


The Secret



Suddenly for me, it became quiet. Too quiet that it was deafening to my ears. I suddenly realized that I couldn’t stand being here anymore. I just wanted to close my eyes and wake up hoping it’ll come off as a bad nightmare. But that wasn’t happening anytime soon. I decided to break the silence. I turned to face Juliet and Kate, who were also lost in thought.

“We have to go. We have to go to the police and tell them what happened,” I started to move with Kate, when Juliet grabbed my shoulders. I turned around to face her. “What is it?” Juliet’s face suddenly looked serious.

“You can’t tell anyone what happened,” I scoffed at her, as I couldn’t believe my own ears. What was she saying? Don’t tell anyone?

“What the hell do you mean don’t tell anyone?” I said angrily, glaring at Juliet with my piercing dark brown eyes. Behind me, Kate was agreeing with what I was saying. Juliet came in front of me and put her hands on my shoulders.

“It’s going to look suspicious if we tell the cops what we saw just then,” I looked at Juliet with a dumbfounded look. I looked at Kate then back at Juliet.

“What you think the cops are going to say that we killed Harley?” Kate said slightly angrily and horrified at the thought she had given. But I didn’t listen to what Kate had said; I was just looking at Juliet, trying to comprehend what was going on in her mind. I suddenly realized why Juliet said what she said.

“You’re not trying to protect us,” I said angrily. “You’re trying to protect yourself,” Kate looked at me confusingly, wondering what on earth I was talking about. Juliet took her hands off my shoulders and glared at me with her hazel eyes.

“What the hell does that mean?” said Juliet, equally as angry as me. “I didn’t kill the fucking bastard!”

“I know you didn’t kill Harley, but you do have motive for killing him. He said some things to you and you got angry, the cops will see you as a suspect,” There became silence again. Juliet and I were glaring at each other and Kate was looking at us both trying to figure out what to say. But it was Juliet that spoke up first. With her eyes still on me, she spoke.

“I call for a vote. Hands up for those who want it to be kept a secret,” Juliet put her hand up, with her eye still on me. I kept my hand down and looked sideways at Kate, who had her hand up.

“Kate, what are you doing?” I looked at Kate surprisingly and half angry. Kate still had her hand up, but she looked at me sadly.

“I’m sorry Lena, but I’m going with Juliet on this one,” said Kate sorrowfully. It looked like she was going to cry. “I don’t want my parents to find out what happened; I don’t want to be a suspect,” I looked at Kate dejectedly, but I couldn’t blame her. Juliet’s eyes lit up, and she gave a quick smile to Kate. They both put their hands down and stared at me.

“Majority rules Selena,” I looked at them both, trying to wonder how they can keep this a secret. “We’re keeping this a secret for our own safety,” Juliet looked at Kate who nodded in agreement, and then she turned her look to me.

“Are you with us Selena?” I looked at Juliet again, but I knew in my heart that a decision was made, and I had no choice but to accept it. I was only making the decision for Kate.

“Fine,” I said dejectedly, knowing that I had been defeated. “I won’t tell anyone,” Juliet gave another quick smile.

“Good, because no good will come out of this if we tell anyone,” said Juliet carefully. It’s still no good even if we don’t tell anyone, I said thoughtfully.



We all started walking back to our houses without a last glance at the dead corpse of Harley Groves lying on the grass in Denway Park. There was no talking this time, each one of us was lost in our own thoughts. I was in fact fuming inside. How can Juliet control us like that? What right does she have to tell us what to do? How can I keep this secret, knowing that it’s going to eat away inside of me as the days pass by? As we kept walking silently, we passed Kate and Juliet’s house, without even talking, we each gave each other a nod and they both went into their houses, closing the door shut behind them.

I was on my own now, walking home by myself. I kept sneaking glances up the night sky searching for signs of a large creature with wings. I still couldn’t believe what happened. After all this time I think back, I realized that this was the catalyst for events soon to come, and there was no stopping it.

“Selena, what’s wrong sweetie?” The voice quickly snapped me out of my thoughts and I realized that I was suddenly at home, standing in the living room and in front of me was the worried face of my mother.

“Oh,” I said quickly lost for words. “It’s nothing Mum. I’m just tired,” Mum looked at me; I quickly raised my eyes and looked at my mother. She was beautiful. Everybody always says that if there was a beauty pageant, my mother will be crowned first place. My mother’s name is Charlotte Gordon. She is a lot like me, long brown hair, dark brown eyes, and a smile so beautiful that it becomes contagious to anyone around her. Okay, I admit I went a little overboard with the contagious part. I turned my attention back to Mum. She still looked even more worried.

“Are you sure you’re okay? I called you when you came in, but you didn’t say a word,” I nodded.

“It’s just been a long day and I’d really like to go to bed,” I forced a smile, went up to my mother, hugged her tightly (she wouldn’t let go) and went up the stairs and into my room. I fell onto the bed; more thoughts came to my head. What was that creature? What was it doing there in the first place? Why did it kill Harley? What is that small bag? What is inside it? Why did my life have to start falling apart at this moment?

Suddenly thinking how exhausted I was. I climbed into my covers, with my clothes still fully on, and drifted off into an uneasy sleep, dreaming of the horrific incident that happened on a couple of hours ago…



I opened my eyes wearily and looked around. I was in my room and it took me a while to realize that I still had my clothes from last night on me. When I sat up in bed thinking of the events that took place last night, I looked at my clock, which showed twelve-fifteen in the afternoon. I had slept in. I got out of bed and stretched, I then went to my wardrobe and got out a long dark skirt with a white top and went into the bathroom to take a long and needed shower.

“Ah Selena you’re awake!” said Mum happily, as I came out from the bathroom, and into the kitchen area still looking tired.

“Morning’,” I said softly and hoarsely, as I still haven’t found my voice yet since waking up. I sat on the table just as my Mum put a plate of bacon and eggs in front of me as I was yawning loudly.

“It’s the afternoon now,” she said softly as she kissed me on the forehead. “I let you sleep in a bit, after last night,” I nodded without speaking and quietly ate my bacon and eggs.

“Where’s Kale, Karen and Dad?” I said as I had my mouth full of bacon. Mum sat down opposite me and took a piece of bacon from my plate.

“It’s a Sunday, so Kale is over at Jackson’s house, your father is still at the construction site working and Karen is out drinking with her friends,” I rolled my eyes while my Mum looked away. Karen is only four years older than me, I am 18 years old and she is 22 years old. Karen thinks that she can control me because she is the oldest. She shows off to her friends in front of me, treating me like a child. Even more to my humiliation, Karen gossips about me and the family to her friends, something which I hate among all other things. But even though she can be a bitch sometimes, Karen does have a good side which is loving and sisterly like. Kale on the other hand is like any other little brother, annoying. He is three years younger than me and even now he still likes to peep into my room or flick through my out-dated diary once in a while. But unlike any other little brother, Kale was my first and only best friend. We will tell each other anything and help each other out, which overall makes my mother very proud of us.

When I finished my late breakfast, I went up to my room and shut and locked the door behind me. I went to my desk, set a large piece of paper on the floor, went to my bag and got out the small black bag I found inside Harley’s jacket.The stale smell was still lingering, but I ignored it. I set the small black bag onto the paper and opened the white string with my hands, and when the black bag opened up a strong horrible smell wafted from inside the bag which made me nearly throw up. I got up again, went to my desk a second time and got out a pair of white disposable gloves from my drawer. I went back to the floor, and sat down.

Picking though the objects in the bag, I found the following:

A piece of bone, not sure what it was, but I was sure to check it out soon; two really small baby teeth, one dead black rose, three black pebbles and 2 small rocks. From what knowledge I could gather in my head, I knew that this was a hex bag. How do I know? I’ll tell you how. I’m into the paranormal and everything to do with it. You could say that I am obsessed with it. My mother always thought that getting into these things could mean trouble, but that now has been proved wrong. The knowledge proved to be useful once and for all. I got out a notebook and a pen and starting to record my findings.



“It is the 16th of January, 2005. I found a small black hex bag in the jacket of Harley Groves. I opened up the bag and found the following items:

• One unidentified piece of bone.

• Two really small teeth, very likely from a toddler or child.

• One dead black rose.

• Three black pebbles.

• Two small rocks from an unidentified location, very likely from a graveyard.



NOTE: Find out what kind of bone it is.”



I quickly put down the pen and re-read what I wrote. I suddenly forgot one more thing, the smell. You see, when you make a hex bag, you put a certain kind of aroma on the bag for it to effectively work. I quickly wrote down some more notes.

“Hex bag has a certain kind of aroma. Smells like something you get from the ocean mixed with a stale smell of an unknown source,” I closed the notebook and started drifting into my thoughts. From the evidence I could gather from the hex bag, someone tried to curse him. The hex bag worked, Harley Groves is now dead and decaying on the ground in Denway Park. But now so many more questions were running through my head. Who would want to curse Harley? There were so many people in school who hated him, so many people who’d give anything for him to die or get hurt. Why did that person put the hex bag in his jacket? Does the hex bag attract the creature that killed Harley? Or is the creature and the hex bag two different things all together? Maybe Harley crossed paths with someone who is into witchcraft, or was it meant for someone else? The questions kept coming and coming, and every time I tried to answer a question, another question will pop up as well as many theories. I came back to my senses again when there was a knock on my door.

“Who is it?” I called out as I quickly scrambled around putting the objects back into the bag (leaving out the piece of bone) and stuffing them into a drawer and locking them inside.

“It’s Kate,” said a silent and shy voice of Kate. “Can I come in?” I quickly put the bone into a pouch, stuffed it in my school bag and went to open the door.

Kate was standing there in a medium sized white skirt, with a pink blouse. Her hair was tied back into a ponytail today. She gave me a massive hug. I patted her back sympathetically, knowing what conversation was going to come up.

“Are you okay?” I said caringly, as we both parted and sat on the bed. Kate looked at me with tired and sad eyes. I observed that her eyes were puffy and red. She had been crying. She shook her head.

“I’m not okay Lena,” said Kate whose voice was starting to break up. “I couldn’t sleep the whole night last night. My eyes are red and puffy from crying so much and I’m just scared. I also feel guilty for taking Juliet’s side and not yours,” I looked at poor Kate, who had tears starting to well up in her eyes. I passed her a tissue from my bedside table.

“You don’t have to feel guilty about anything Kay. Just because you are my sister, doesn’t mean you have to take my side on every issue that comes along. I had nightmares of what happened last night too. It was a horrible experience for all of us,” Kate quickly took the tissue and started dabbing at her eyes. I looked at Kate for a bit wondering whether I should trust her enough to tell her about the hex bag. Kate looked at me while cleaning her eyes.

“What? Why are you staring at me like that?”

“Can I trust you with something?” Kate looked at me, wondering what on earth I was going to tell her about. She nodded her head. I then told her about the hex bag, about how I was looking through Harley’s body, finding the hex bag, opening it and discovering it contents and my theories. When I finished talking, Kate looked at me with her mouth wide open.

“You stole evidence,” Kate said slowly, as though trying to comprehend what I said to her. “You opened up a cursed bag which you think made Harley a target to that creature, and you stole evidence,” Kate sighed disappointingly as she looked at me. “I know you Lena; you would never do something like this, stealing evidence. Why are you trying to play detective all of a sudden?”

“I’m not trying to play detective,” I said, feeling slightly hurt by Kate’s response. “And I took the evidence because of a gut feeling I had, and you know about my gut feelings,” I added, glaring at Kate who looked a taken back. “I am telling you these things because I can trust you, if you break this trust and tell anyone else, even Juliet, I’ll never confide anything to you again,” Kate nodded.

“Why don’t you want Juliet to find out?” asked Kate. I scowled at her.

“Because I don’t trust her, I’m not as close to her as you are Kate. I only put up with her because of what she’s going through with her parents,” Kate nodded again, but this time more slowly. “What did you do when you went back home last night?”

“Everyone else was sleeping, so I just went to my room and tried to wait for sleep to come. But I couldn’t stop thinking about what happened. I still can’t believe it. What was that creature?” I knew how Kate was feeling because I was feeling the same way. But before I could reply, my Mum was calling us.

“Selena! Kate! I want you to come down here now!” called Mum from downstairs. The tone of my mother sounded panicky, and Kate and I looked at each other in fright and ran downstairs into the living room, where the television was switched on.

“Mum, what is i-“ But Mum shushed me and pointed my direction to a breaking news report that was playing on the television. Nicolas Papas who was the Channel Seven’s reporter, was speaking from the news desk. My heart was pounding, as I knew what this news report was about. I stood and listened.

The end of Chapter 2...It's still a draft by the way, any advice is fine with me :D

Heart of a Volunteer/The Blue Bird

Hello fellow bloggers!

As you know by now, i'm a movie junkie and a music junkie hehe :D Right now i'm listening to the Pearl Harbor Soundtrack, it's the track Heart of a Volunteer...for those who haven't seen the movie, SPOILERS DON'T READ ON....

This track is the best out of the whole soundtrack, it's the bit where Danny dies and the ending with his son (so damn tiny and GORGEOUS!) which makes me bawl my eyes out so much, even more because of the music and the boy Danny, was named after his father, and he is soooooo cute! Michael Bay is probably one of the best directors of all time, i love every single one of his movies :D hehe

But this is a writing blog isn't it? So let's just get down to writing...
I've written heaps of poems and songs when i was little...but other than my poem 'Freinds', this poem is another one of my favourites which i made up when i was little....have a read....

The Blue Bird




There’s a blue bird,





With a beautiful wing,




Who is very rare,




And can very well sing,




Each and everyday,




The blue bird flies,




Back to her nest,




Where her youngsters cry.

I don't know why it's my favourite...maybe because it's so true...but yeah it's my favourite and i love it :D
I've been watching Pokemon episodes the whole day hehe, i'm 19 and i still love it! The old ones i mean, like Seasons 1 to 9 maybe :D I would love to buy them, but i can't get them anywhere....no internet because i don't use credit cards and i don't plan to use them in the future, i don't want no debts....lol

Well i'm going to go, i really can't bother writing so much today...i will follow the other people's blogs too, but not today lol, just want some time off blogging, until tomorrow.... :D

Catch ya later!

xoxoxox


Friday, October 16, 2009

A poem about what a friend should be...

I wrote this poem when i was little, i think it's pretty good...also this poem is copywrited by me....

A friend is a person,



Who is loving and kind,


Who will always be honest,


And will never tell lies,


A friend will help you,


Within good times and bad,


In any situation,


Things will never be sad,


A friend will stay with you,


If you need to talk,


Just go outside,


And take a long walk,


A friend is a person,


Who will listen to you,


You can tell them everything,


They can be honest with you too,


A friend is a person,


Who would never get upset,


If you both liked a person,


You won’t have to fret,


A friend would never cry,


If you told them how you felt,


They would never put you down,


Wouldn’t let your heart melt,


A friend is a person,


Who will always be a friend,


In times when you get sick,


They’ll have flowers to send,


God makes these friends,


Just for you,


In good times and bad,


You’re a friend to them too.




I hope you liked it...please tell me what you think of it...